Disconnected and feeling lost, I sit while my mind wanders aimlessly. I am exhausted but I can’t sleep tired from doing nothing, weary from the feeling of emptiness and despair. Confused and unable to focus. Goals with out a plan are simply dreams…are they worthless without a plan of execution? Can I , Should I, will I? Questions but no answers in sight. Feeling the need to sleep, feeling like a failure, thinking that the morning may bring changes, a new day, a new beginning, a fresh perspective…nope..nothing. How did I get here? What is the plan? I thought I had it figured out? What happened and where is my drive? Where is my direction? Where are my Angels? I can’t hear you, I need you, Speak to me Please!!!
I can’t quiet my mind, I can’t focus, meditation is the answer but how? why is it so hard? Spiritual baths, candles, sage, crystals..nothing. Okay here it is, Mercury in retrograde! This feels like a hangover that refuses to leave and I wasn’t even drunk! Not me I am stronger than this! I am not, I will not be affected. I stop fighting, surrender, sleep, and call on the ascended masters. I surrender all, Universe hear me, help me, show me.
Fried chicken and fish, chocolate chip cookies and candy…lower vibration foods. My body has not had these things in 8 months. So I fast, no meat, no sugar, just liquids, fruit and veggies. Consistency is key. I need to get grounded so I light 2 red candles and 2 white candles, carnelian, amethyst, lava stone, labradorite, Tigers eye, white sage and think of my root chakra, I meditate, still hard but I push through. I go for a 6 mile walk after not exerciseing for 6 weeks due to a fractured rib:( I needed that, body sore, every muscle in distress, feet hurting hips aching, back throbbing but I push. The sun, the wind, the grass so soothing to my soul I hear you God. Thank you, I feel you I see you! I can pray again. I am meditating again.
I can see it again everything that I want, everything I desire, everything that I need it’s mine! I can breathe again!! Now whats next? The Universe says pick one. One thing at a time and it all became clear. Everything that was confusing is obvious, every question answered, every obstacle clear, every problem solved. I work, and work and work and I am so excited My eyes gave up before my body and my mind. I sleep a peaceful, restful sleep and in my dream I see my future as if it was happening in real time. I wake refreshed and ready to take on the world. I work and I work the next day as well smiling the entire time because I know this is it. The plan is coming together, it’s real, it’s happening right before my eyes and I love it. Not worried about the next plans, not concerned about the how but simply enjoying “The Now” I am thankful for this moment right now. I am thankful for all that I have and thankful for all that is waiting on me to receive. Gratitude is the answer, gratitude is the foundation for a multitude of blessings.
Again, my eyes give out before my body and my mind so I drift off into a deep seemingly uninterrupted slumber. 4:44am yep this is it! I wake rested and alert i know this is the message that I have been asking for.
“Angel Number 444 is a message that the angels and Archangels are with you, encouraging and guiding you. They are offering you positive energies, inner-strength and
support to enable you to get the work done that you need to. They know and understand that you have been toiling diligently towards your goals, and encourage you to continue on your current path to achieve the success and results you desire. Use your strong connection with the angelic realm to your benefit and be open to their promptings and messages. Listen to your intuition and follow its guidance.
Angel Number 444 is a message that you have nothing to fear in regards to your life, work and Divine life purpose. When you take positive action towards your highest intentions, aspirations and goals, the Universe works in your favor and helps you to establish solid foundations and advance you along your path. Know that the angels surround and support you, encouraging you to keep up the good work you have been doing.
Angel Number 444 brings a message that ‘all is well’. Trust that you are on your correct life path and are doing a great job. The angels and Archangels are available for help and guidance – all you need to do is ask”.
~ Angel message courtesy of Joan Sacred Scribes